:-) A few weeks ago I was at a bar mitzva with many people I hadn't seen since college. I am living a very different life than them or that I would have imagined myself living when we went to school. I said to the few that asked what I'm doing, "I'm living a simple life...I sleep when I want and I wake when I want without regard to what time it is..."

Yes, you are so right, Desiree. "Mornings" or 3AM (or 4, 5, or 6) at night when going into or out of hypnagogia are when I can experience pure feeling