Ah the materialist fallacy that absence of evidence is proof of non existence. I doubt you fall into that camp but I just couldn't resist the opportunity to say that, and drop this poem of mine,

Handcuffed by science

Minds of materialists

Suffocate on proof

Spiritualists thriving

Embracing uncertainty

decoder here ( https://medium.com/know-thyself-heal-thyself/pity-the-fools-c8c076c23015) and this piece of mine on the notion of proving god https://medium.com/illumination/why-is-it-so-easy-for-people-to-believe-the-most-obvious-lies-yet-require-proof-of-god-339a2a07cc4f