Beautifully pained writing, Zivah. I felt transported with you.

I thought of saying the following to you after you read and responded so touchingly (that I provide food for thought touches me deeply), but thought nah, I'll wait. Then I read this and the last line reminds me of what I wanted to ask you yesterday. Have you ever had a "reading" with a legit psychic medium? Anne's ability to channel my various dearly departed and my spirit guides has been instrumental to my journey.