close enough to my age at the time--I think you've read my work on suicide prevention--I assume you won't mind me sharing it again here-- https://medium.com/illumination/dizain-of-suicide-72bcde4dc8d8 --and this is the crux of why darth vader aka your DTM jedi master blocked me--i told him that his flippant comment about suicide in one of his articles was insensitive and irresponsible and he basically told me to go fuck myself and promptly blocked me