Yet, miraculously, over the last two years, I have finally connected with top international players who can empower me to do what I've dreamed of doing my whole life, including Morgan Freeman's production company 'Revelations Entertainment' (I developed a film for them towards the end of last year.) I see that particular gig as a sign that energetically I'm getting where I've been aiming. I don't expect to work in Hollywood. There are other options emerging that are more appealing to me that will allow me to escape the systemic limitations inherent in the status quo.