Every word of this resonates with me. I have not feared death since my spiritual awakening made me aware that I am presently living my 17,043rd human life, will likely live thousands more, and that in Heaven I will be reunited once again with my soul partner Sitara, who in this life as Lindsey I (Greg) enjoyed for a mere 10 months, and that in each successive life cycle we will play some role in our improvisational scripts. Her sudden and unexpected death triggered my instantaneous awakening. I remain in conscious contact with her soul. https://medium.com/flowers-of-inspiration/12th-step-1st-step-conscious-contact-with-heaven-8854ae714389