Hello friend, it's been a while since we conversed, so long that I no longer ask my friends on here to call me Greg--I give them the choice between "Greg (given human name) and Marcus (universal name)." Last we shared words I was probably using the screen name Yohanan Gregorius, which was my own construct that I no longer need now that I am so comfortable being Marcus in Greg's skin. I enjoyed your story. I will save it in case I am moved to go deep or question anything, like the need for the Akashic Records to have a 3D representation of relativistic location, when more likely this immense library exists everywhere yet simply in a higher dimension. I used to think that I was missing out and doing something wrong because I do not or cannot meditate. Please, no one say, everyone can. Anyway, what I want to say on this is that I was concerned for my lack of meditation and discussed it with my guides and Lord Rama, and they said it's ok--it's not for me, that I thrive in the place of lack of focus otherwise known as INTP split-screen / pinball / Christmas tree brain. Peace out cub scouts.