Here's something I wrote early in my Medium experience and that I refer back to often: "I seek contentment, which is not settling but a hopefully high-altitude baseline, coming from within and connection to without. It doesn’t stem from the acquisition of attachments but awareness of connection to the world and the universe as a living, breathing, and heart-beating organism and from alignment of mind and soul and discerning my why — my drive — from discovering who I am at my core."

Now I'm going to take this in a direction many find abhorrent. Many souls' missions are to be shitheads, because for the complete human experience, many have to agree to play those roles. https://medium.com/know-thyself-heal-thyself/lets-talk-about-villains-and-victims-c7795f2fa91e