Hi. Loved your story. This is the second time in my life I have heard a story of the void. I believe it, and what I highlighted here jives very much with what I write in my personal experience based pieces geared towards suicide prevention, which in addition to relying on the spiritual solution based writings of Viktor Frankel and my discussions with the soul of my dear friend who committed suicide, I say: "Regardless of whether one feels that suicide is selfish or justified relief, once one realizes that the date of death is predetermined, suicide becomes pointless. One’s agony will be relieved through a manner of death that does not destroy the lives of the loved ones left behind." https://medium.com/illumination/dizain-of-suicide-72bcde4dc8d8