"Homesickness (for a home to which you cannot return to or perhaps for the Source itself)" and "home is where the heart lives" for me those quotes are the same place, and at times, especially when I am tired, i just want to go home to Sitara--it's hard to imagine another 50 years apart--the double edged sword of awareness--but no one should worry, an early exit is the farthest thing from my mind--homesick does not mean anhedonia--I get tons of pleasure out of life every day --I feel a desire to wax tanka:

I miss you so much

no worries beautiful soul

third eye ever senses you

you live also in my heart

I am always home with you