Huge Mets fan here. While I still am holding out the faintest of hope as at this moment we are back to one game out but as soon as we lost Sunday night I bought tickets to all three games of the wild card series (unplayed games are refunded). Here is a piece I wrote some time ago about my love for the Mets that you may enjoy: https://medium.com/illumination/love-loyalty-integrity-and-years-and-years-of-heartbreak-6d3fb58a4f23