I get that. This script has surrounded me with narcs, including my father, who is of the sneaky covert variety. I fully understand that he had a role to play and thus I forgive him https://medium.com/grab-a-slice/canceling-my-father-the-ultimate-expression-of-empathy-dbf390772d26 but I won't reconcile unless he offers true amends. I have only spoken to him once since May of 2020. https://medium.com/know-thyself-heal-thyself/oh-daddy-c3e0626cef50