I had impulsively torn down my walls (marriage and job) in 2010. The look within started in 2012 but fell off course until I got thrown within by the F5 tornado of my lovers young and sudden death last March. Here is the more polished version of the story than I have shared with you previously https://medium.com/mystic-minds/spiritual-awakening-followed-by-integration-and-alignment-9d4595be7dc6