I keep telling myself the same thing but a year later my pile is as it was... :-(

I'm glad you popped in FEGM (fairy earth god mother). I had an experience of sorts this morning. There was a story in Illuminations Q about Indigo Children, https://medium.com/illumination/who-are-the-indigo-children-faa383c6c10f and/or now adult Indigo Children. I had noticed it when it came in but did not read. In doing some Q clearing last night I saw it was still there not touched by anyone for 2 days. So I read it and published it. I commented to the author asking if Crystal Children that I had heard of were the same or different as some of what she said about IC was what I had heard about CC. Another writer, one that I am familiar with from our Q and often publish but with whom I have no relationship, responded (but did not answer my question) with "I believe you would be considered crystaline- indigo I always learned a step lower. I could be incorrect. Either way, you are right on the cusp my friend...and doing quite well at that." I replied "Wow, this feels like a channeled message from the other side--I feel an energy surge that often signifies that," to which she replied as I just saw a little while ago, "yes." I cried and I'm crying now. What's your take on this? The writer of the story still has not responded to my question though she did clap for it.