I know I will trip on psilocybin or San Pedro or ayahuasca one day, with proper set and setting, and most likely guided (certainly guided if I do aya) to finish healing what I need to heal. I had an ayahuasca retreat in Peru booked a few years ago and then COVID restrictions and other logistical issues intervened. I should probably do psilocybin first. It's been highly recommended by a few people I trust (I did it in college but that doesn't count). Maybe this summer. We'll see.