I look forward to future chapters. I had a nationally esteemed therapist and he got me on the path to being whole when I could not do it myself, but in the end, I diagnosed myself and found the paving stones to my spiritual journey within myself, catalyzed by the here-one-nanosecond-gone-the-next passing of my lover and the concomitant instantaneous heart and brain shattering, portal-opening awareness of soul, which before then I believed but did not own. I'll wait to reveal more as you reveal to us.