I note that my mother is not at all pleased with me and our contact is not as often as it should be and fault for that is shared. Yet as for love, I quoted these words of my mother in one of my very first posts in September 2020: "The love for my children is unconditional and even though I may not always 'like' what they do it does not affect the emotional love." https://medium.com/illumination-curated/i-have-the-mark-of-cain-555a0514bd30