I probably shouldnt even use the word heaven, but it's easier than saying the dimensions or realms behind the veil that we can't physically experience while incarnated. Anyway, I think you and I experience and think similarly and I thank you so much for taking the time to read, highlight and comment on what resonated.

I also believe that whatever we want to call it is benevolent. People fall off the rails and become materialist atheists as opposed to spiritual atheists when they take all bad things that happen personally or globally as lack of benevolence or malevolence because too many have been taught a false definition of "God."