I relate/identify with these feelings. I think as you and I are both humans aware of our souls to the extent we are blessed in this lifetime, this is to be expected. I have a hard time as a human believing that I will want to jump back into another lifetime without first being a guide to souls with the knowledge I am gaining now. Of course, that will not be my decision alone. Higher powers will have to signoff and Sitara and I would have to agree that is what we both want and we are partners in our soul realm work as well, and I know whe is sending me lots of love as i type this--I can feel the warmth, as I did when I sent Ane, our channeler, these texts earlier this afternoon: "In case I forget to ask during the reading perhaps you will remind me--I was reading a comment to one of my stories the other day and the writer/reader, who I have become friends with, mentioned that she had discovered that in another incarnation she had been an orphan and that is why she had fear of abandonment when she was a child this lifecycle--I started to cry--was I just feeling sympathy/empathy for her, or as I strongly suspect, is that accessing a pain pocket of mine from another incarnation? or maybe even Linstara's pain, or shared pain, as just occurred to me--one of us could have been the parent and the other the orphan or given up for adoption child, or all of the above in different lifecycles."