I think my father had an unresolved oedipul complex and thus he could not properly process my mothers very normal love for me and it created much conflict in him and jealousy of me that led him to see me as a rival for her affection and led to his guerilla tactics that fucked up my development. This is a very early KTHT essay of mine that I see you have not read: https://medium.com/know-thyself-heal-thyself/why-i-canceled-my-father-bcb60831ee35