If I thought about this stuff at all before March 19th, 2020, I'm sure I thought about it as you do. Then a couple months after Lindsey passed and I asked Anne to start channeling, in addition to Lindsey (Sitara (her soul's name)) my spirit guides, and I started asking them how this all works. So I'm mostly passing on what they told me or figured out from what they told me. In case you want to read more, https://medium.com/illumination-curated/my-understanding-of-god-life-death-and-the-between-lives-we-experience-with-our-many-soulmates-af641080747f. I'm not asking you to. Just providing the reference if you have the time and interest.