I'll add you later. My computer is old and it doesn't boot up for a few hours after a shut down (and if I don't shut it down, or if I'm not constantly active while on it, it crashes).

Re spiritual advocate, I have a rather large team of spirit guides this incarnation, and about a year after Lindsey passed, and her soul completed its life review process, one of the jobs she took on in "heaven" was joining the team as kind of an advocate between me and the rest of them, when it might be needed. It was sweet. She had to ask for my permission and wasn't sure I'd go for it.

Yeah, I'm not really into reading books like that. I get all my info from the horses mouths, and I think books like that sometimes make up what people want to hear, or embellish, for example, don't even get me started on the twin flame bullshit.

It's cool that you use tarot. I know they work, when the reader isn't a charlatan on YouTube giving that fake look up and to the right pretending they're in contact, but pulling cards is not for me. I don't have the bandwidth to learn enough about it for it to be a useful form of communication/synchronicity for me.