It all sounds perfectly sane and possible and aware to me. Including what your guide told you about the attempts at early exit. I firmly believe that there are two immutable aspects of our contracts, date of entry and date of exit. Some of us have other things set in stone but really they are improv scripts and very much subject to free will. Particularly how we die may be affected by how live, but we cannot cheat death one way or another.Many wlll disagree with what I know, that's ok. That's what makes it an interesting prompt that I hope Diana is going to go with.