Just last night I was thinking to myself as was lying in bed, which because of my focus and the dark and lack of ambient noise is when I most clearly and most noticabley "hear" the "tinnitus" that is my brain sensing the connection to Lindsey's soul, "I am never alone." https://medium.com/flowers-of-inspiration/12th-step-1st-step-conscious-contact-with-heaven-8854ae714389 I also thought of my spirit guides and the souls of others dearly departed as I thought that.

Regarding another part of your piece, I will never forget my mother exclaiming to me, "You don't need a psychic, you need a psychiatrist!!!"

Around that same time I wrote a phrase that being spiritually awakened will at times leave me alone on an island in a sea of humanity. Not that I cared. That phrase later became this poem: https://medium.com/illumination-curated/oh-so-alone-on-an-island-in-a-sea-of-humanity-191b0674026a, subtitled "A rondeau of self-reliance." This is the second of three stanzas:

"Must act now for my own account

Show the world I am paramount

Stand up front as lead singer

Oh so alone on an island in a sea of humanity"