My life as I now know it exists though the instantaneous spiritual awakening catalyzing death of my lover, which coincided with Mehmet's birthing of Illumination, "celebrated" by me differently from all the others here https://medium.com/illumination/march-19-2020-d3948fd64c4b with this tanka:

3/19/20

wailing shattering space-time

Synchronizes births

Illuminating sunrise

Marcus wakes from Greg’s shadow