Nice to meet you as well. The person who previously described to me what you saw as the void, was my channeler who sensed that message from her husband's soul, who did die from suicide. I sent her your story. She said "Jules is an amazing writer, you could tell that she’s not writing for anyone but herself and you could feel it in her words, and "Yes it is very similar to what she explains. I see it is getting stuck in a G force, that no matter even if you wanted to walk away from it you

couldn’t. My husband conveyed that to me through his feelings after he passed."

While it was not your day to die, it was his day to die, so he could not walk back the decision on how he died. That's how I reconcile the events with my understanding that our dates of death are predetermined but how we liove and how we die are very much the product of free will, both ours and others.