Not punished, but haunted by the decision. "Andrew told me that what he had to live with forever, what all souls of suicides have to live with, is that the solution appears to them in the millisecond before their human life expires." That is stated in several essays of mine geared towards suicide attempt prevention and recounts a conversation with the soul of my friend that committed suicide that my channeler Ane facilitated. This is the most complete of those essays and also touches upon how what the angels said here about the unlikely chances that a suicide would be allowed to succeed as an early exit, which is a conclusion I came to myself :-). https://medium.com/the-pom/dizain-of-suicide-72bcde4dc8d8