Please call me Greg. My real name is Gregory Maidman. If you want to know the genesis of Yohanan Gregorius, check out my 2020 self-portrait, in short, it is both a rejection of my father and a celebration of the integration of Greg and Marcus, the latter being my soul's universal name before I decided it's not--which reminds me its time I write that full story--i just got the chills on turbo drive!!--i'll create a poem about the chills for you--the story ive been eyeing as my first submission to The Ascent--i see tons of stories about awakening but none on the integration process