To be fair, I think that it’s all my fault. It’s my fault that I don’t open up to people. Even the ones I’ve known for years know nothing about me. It’s my fault that I persistently try to please people, that I mold myself into the version they want to see to the point that I don’t even know myself anymore. There are times when it’s impossible to utter even a word because it feels like you’re constantly being watched and judged.