Rediscovering that I relate to Emerson's transcendent essay "Self-Reliance" was a yellow brick in my road to intuited salvation. Along with other bricks, like remembering Demian and discerning that I actually, not metaphorically, have the mark of Cain as described by Hesse therein, https://medium.com/channspirations/how-i-discerned-my-mark-of-cain-a-lesson-in-comprehending-coincidences-16466ef622, the meaning of which to my life I am still interpreting, https://medium.com/illumination-curated/i-have-the-mark-of-cain-555a0514bd30, and believe I am close, https://medium.com/queen-s-children/thank-you-for-sharing-this-piece-4f8721dac616.