Same feelings and emotions, from me and lack thereof from him, different ism, and he is still alive but I think about his future death from time to time, not meaning vengeance, but simply how I will handle the funeral of the man afflicted with pathologically covert narcissism, and how me my mother and sisters and I would handle each other, after I broke up with him in June 2020, which was the ultimate detachment with love and later forgiveness, which does not contain reconciliation and unlikely ever will as he will unlikely ever offer any let alone true and meaningful amends. Does he know I have forgiven him? He will after he dies and his soul is released from his hell-on-earth. If my mother would read the stories I have written, which she won't, she would know that I have and that I still love the son-of-a-bitch. Thank you for indulging this comment. My comments are not always to the author--sometimes they are sounding boards for myself and things that other readers may connect with.