So this song came to me. https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=SdbLqOXmJ04&si=UDs81z6lZIRe4l0b the lyrics could be confused as to message. The song is simply based on a scene in The Stranger by Albert Camus. I love The Cure. They have a greatest hits album that uses the line "staring at the sea" as its title. My favorite song of theirs among many is https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=JAHZVS4tb1I&si=oTWFaLn-St2n_TI0