Some of us do:

"A beautiful spring day, rich blue sky, warm breeze, leaves on the trees, sitting against a tree trunk in Central Park I called Anne and we spoke to Andrew. It was incredibly moving and emotional. He knew this moment was coming — that I would reach out. It wasn’t my fault — there was nothing I could do. Tears were streaming [down my face]. He was hell-bent on suicide because he couldn’t see any way out. My ear was tingling. Anne asked me if I felt any tingling sensation in my ear — Andrew was sitting next to me touching my ear.
The connection to the spiritual dimension was very strong — it was unusually easy for Anne to translate. Andrew told me that what he had to live with forever, what all souls of suicides have to live with, is that the solution appears to them in the millisecond before their human life expires."
That quote is a true personal story and can be found in a few essays I have written for suicide prevention. Here are two links. (You may have read them already but now perhaps my messages of suicide prevention can spread further through your fine piece) The first is just about a five minute read. The second is 17 minutes yet is my most read, clapped for and commented in story. https://byrslf.co/maybe-i-will-save-one-life-or-many-b6d28ac8b807
https://medium.com/illumination/dizain-of-suicide-72bcde4dc8d8