Thank you. I'm venting now. and not against you. You just happen to have triggered what I have often wanted to say. I don't want or need condolences. I'm not sorry. It's been 4 1/2 years and the grief will come and go until I die. It feels perfunctory sometimes when the sorry for loss is offered. It just is what it is and I wouldn't change what happened.

Love you, Liberty. Forgive me?