that is how I feel when I return home to Sitara, my soul partner in the realm of Heaven--I do not seek that feeling on Earth

https://medium.com/queen-s-children/the-greatest-love-story-the-universe-has-ever-known-d33a9406ef15

I have no desire nor need to read anyone's book nor ever see a lecture on spiritual journeys, paths, techniques, etc--my path and my journey is guided by myself, Sitara, my higher power Rama and my spirit guides