That's similar to what my dear friend Andrew's soul said to me in 2012 when I reached out through Anne about six years after he passed.

"The connection to the spiritual dimension was very strong — it was unusually easy for Anne to translate. Andrew told me that what he had to live with forever, what all souls of suicides have to live with, is that the solution appears to them in the millisecond before their human life expires."

Long and best version of the story here (my most read and engaged with story despite the 17-minute length. https://medium.com/72bcde4dc8d8 A brief version here: https://medium.com/p/ac4c0c999e81