Very well written. You have a strong and clear voice. You have been exposed to too much darkness in your life, yet unlike many who have suffered, you found salvation not by being seduced by the dark side, but as MLK preached, by turning to and shining Light to eradicate darkness and hate. I believe you will enjoy and relate to many of my stories, not because we emerged from the same circumstances--our facts are very different--but our drives and intents and purposes are aligned. Here is one to get you started, if it pleases you to do so. https://medium.com/know-thyself-heal-thyself/i-am-a-jedi-58521a4b55db