When I saw the title, which I saw in my submission notices, I inhaled, steeling myself for the content, hoping to be content, and then went to my email to await you having pushed the green button. Then while reading it I thought of this essay by Laxaa, https://medium.com/know-thyself-heal-thyself/its-so-beautiful-b39764d6be9 and I became comforted by the thought that you have moonlight and sunlight remaining and when you are truly on the cusp of dissolving your meat suit and ascending as pure soul energy, and, your poetry will take a turn toward Light and then salt rivers will overflow from my eyes