While I did have an obsession for less than two months after I found out my soul had incarnated 17,042 humans before me and that Lindsey's soul and mine have always incarnated together and I thought that I might find evidence of us in history, I feel the same. I only know facts of a handful of the already lived lives, a few that my guides decided to reveal on their own, and one that they disclosed because of a question I had asked about whether my soul had ever experienced sexual trauma.