You can have that by writing one and doing it from time to time. My first ever personal essay I called A Self Portrait in Essay Form. This one is circa 2013. https://medium.com/p/7bdac6f1510e Then I did one in January 2022. https://medium.com/living-out-loud/proudly-living-out-loud-e340caf346b9 Doing one about every 10 years makes sense. They can be handed out at my funeral.