You will love this story my friend https://medium.com/illumination-curated/11-learnings-after-1-year-of-psilocybin-mushrooms-8bb7b3306a9c. As you may recall, I had my heart set on ayahuasca to complete my healing / cure my addiction. My guides do not seem to think I need it as I have been clean for over 4 months, but I know if I set foot in NYC that would not keep. My trip to Peru that I had planned for this past January got canceled due to the Covid situation there, which in hindsight I could not have afforded anyway. Lately lots of synchronicities are pointing towards Mushrooms for me, potentially as soon as June