Your John or as I now read further, more likely your husband, is my Lindsey, or I am your husband to Lindsey (doesn't matter). Her soul's name is Sitara.
We are what I used to call soul partners and now call heaven mates. My soul awakening in this life cycle was instantaneously triggered when Lindsey passed away at age 36 last March. I have written so many stories about various aspects of this, both in this publication and many others. This is my most recent and is fairly comprehensive, particularly if you hit the backlinks
This is a nice story about us.