Your poem is lovely, Filza. I relate to many of the lines. You and I have a very different style yet many of my poems speak of my similar experiences. Last week I posted a rondeau redouble of my spiritual journey. Perhaps you will enjoy it and the companion essay: https://medium.com/the-taoist-online/my-journey-toward-understanding-the-cycles-of-life-death-and-between-life-cc64f6d3b42b